why am i here?...again!?! I never thought I'd see the day or the night for this matter where i would really publish my thoughts online....I'm a very private person and I've always kept to myself....i mean this blog has been in existence since 2006 but I've never really had the courage to write anything on it....and if I did, I'd delete it after a few minutes.....It's just that the internet has so many critics.....too many know-it-alls and self  proclaimed experts.....i just didn't want the hassles of being critized...on my own thoughts and feelings....but as the seasons would have it, I needed to create this personal space for the purpose of homework....as in school homework... so whoever reads this blog, keep in mind, "it's not you it's me"..........